At
Loose Connection [looseconnection.com] we have a new team member. Roger. He's come in as a kind of business development guy, but with marketing and strategy angles too.
I think the relationship will probably expand into other aspects of the company, but for now he is mainly concentrating on the hotspots.
We met at a
Wired Ventures [wiredsussex.com] "speed networking" event. Very interesting experience, met loads of nice people and will be going again.
12:44:42 AM
Well as you may or may not know, I was seeing Chloë again from 2pm Saturday the 5th of July to 9.30pm Thursday the 28th of August.
54 days. 54 secret days.
Probably the happiest time of my life so far. I could not believe that it was actually happening. The girl I wanted to spend the rest of my life with had decided she wanted to do the same with me. We were looking at flats to live in together, bbqs with the family, spending time in the country. Snuggling like we used to.
It all came to a very sudden end. I haven't seen her since. It's like it never happened, dream-like. Except I feel sick because I know that it did happen, and I can't get it back.
We both have a lot of stuff to think about, I'm sure. Well I know I do. I have to work out how I'm going to not let this effect me the way it did last time. She would say that the best way to do that would be to be with someone else. It's not that easy. If only.
Maybe I take things too seriously. Maybe I should just do all the things expected of me, being
young. But I'd be lying to myself. I'd be going against some of my beliefs. And my feelings.
Maybe that's what's required of me. Maybe that applies to not only my personal life.
12:30:06 AM
Currently I am involved in these projects:
Loose Connection [looseconnection.com]Made In Brighton [madeinbrighton.com]Brighton365 [brighton365.com]All of which have the potential to make money. Of course the idea is to set something up that runs itself (i.e. without my involvement) and then move on to the next one, and so on.
I also am starting to work on some art in my
spare time. This to me is something I'm finding hard to take seriously, but it's fun, and I could sell some.
12:21:16 AM
I owe £640 rent.
On 1/11/2003 I will owe £830 rent.
This month I earned £80.
Things were going so well. Once again my motivation is not there. I'm being irritated instead of excited. I'm thinking about the past again. This is not good.
12:05:50 AM